the end of the first year
well Da, here we are, where my journey without you began. My heart and mind has learnt a few new tricks during this particular year of firsts, some healthy but most not. How do you let go of something that has been a mainstay in my life for so long? I cam’t, so I hold in the tears, the fears, the pain. Knowing it’s not the right thing to do but witn no arms to hold me whilst I let it go I daren’t let slip, it’s too immense.
so, here ends this year of firsts, and this day the pain is just as overwhelming as this day last year. I will continue on my lifes journey, as thats what I know you want me to do, but something irreplaceble is missing.