do you look for omens?
This past week has been a very traumatic one for my family, so when things happen that that seem slightly odd and coincidental I do wonder if there is a greater force at work.
In the last three weeks I have had some sort ofcontact with three ex boyfriends, who I have had no contact with in years. Drawing me back into the past when I all want to do is concentrate on each day, here and now. The future is a little too painful to contemplate at the moment. But these flashbacks of happier times make me smile and think wistfully of what might have been. And it makes me realise what I survived then, and gives me hope that I can survive what is to come.