new year, new you?
Every New Year we make some sort of promise, or New Year’s resolution, to improve ourselves in the coming year. This year, I decided not to bother again as I would only be putting more stress on my shoulders. 2013 for my family has been a hard year, but does the turning of a new year make it any easier? I would say not. So, to any of my heartbroken family who read this, its another day and you will get through it, smile through the tears.
I myself, am still living from day to day, as thats all this condition allows me to do, if I feel well I’ll do what I can that day, although I know it will propbably set me back the following day lol, my only wish for myself thisnyear, is to find someway to get myself back on an even keel again, so I may enjoy life.
I had been feeling quite well, but yesterday again my mood dipped and I fell held long into the pit, I hate feeling like this, and I know, everytime I do, it takes me just that little bit longer to crawl out of it, onr step forward, two steps back, but I continue with the steps, because at least I am slowly going forward.
I wish to you all the best for this coming year, put a public smile on that dial, it does help a little !
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